Pretty intense come up, but now I'm feeling like it's settling down a bit. Still a little bit of nausea, but also like I've had in the last 15 minutes. So many wide ranging thoughts, man. From fucking Iran to relationship with M colleagues. What it means to work, what it means to exist. What am I? It's just too much. I need to be more present in life.
Pretty intense come up, but now I'm feeling like it's settling down a bit. Still a little bit of nausea, but also like I've had in the last 15 minutes. So many wide ranging thoughts, man. From fucking Iran to relationship with M colleagues. What it means to work, what it means to exist. What am I? It's just too much. I need to be more present in life.
I'm so angry right now that this shit isn't working like I want it to. Ever. How is it so hard? Like, why? Why is it so hard? Why is this page taking so much time? It's nothing but a bunch of DB queries. Why is me recording something and that being visible on my website the next instant? Not possible. This should be a sub. Second thing I need, I want to do. I want to make this an end to end benchmark.
Like I realized the. How we'll be treating LLMs in a few years. Similarly, I should look for similar trends in like how grammar and language has evolved to include. Other conscious observers over time. I think that's a good hint to how we will socially evolve with these things moving forward. It's clear that now that they can communicate with us, we need to.
Like I realized the. How we'll be treating LLMs in a few years. Similarly, I should look for similar trends in like how grammar and language has evolved to include. Other conscious observers over time. I think that's a good hint to how we will socially evolve with these things moving forward. It's clear that now that they can communicate with us, we need to.
Definitely need to start reading again and maybe also remind myself to revisit things that okay, let's not make it too big. I think I should retry making those flowers again because they look really pretty. I know they were finicky to make, but maybe I can get better at it. Definitely worth spending some time on.
Definitely need to start reading again and maybe also remind myself to revisit things that okay, let's not make it too big. I think I should retry making those flowers again because they look really pretty. I know they were finicky to make, but maybe I can get better at it. Definitely worth spending some time on.
I think I'm procrastinating on, like, going through and sorting out my nostalgia and art is because I'm conflating two different things. One is just organizing things, and one is actually reminiscing over them. And while I'm arguing about whether or not to reminisce while I'm sorting, it just makes it. I just realized that there is not enough time to reminisce over so many things. And, like, it won't be justice to any individual thing if I do reminisce it right now, momentarily. And then that makes me question the whole, like, broader aspect of me annotating so many different parts of my life as well. If I'm not going to be able to reminisce it, what is the point of leaving a trace.
I think I'm procrastinating on, like, going through and sorting out my nostalgia and art is because I'm conflating two different things. One is just organizing things, and one is actually reminiscing over them. And while I'm arguing about whether or not to reminisce while I'm sorting, it just makes it. I just realized that there is not enough time to reminisce over so many things. And, like, it won't be justice to any individual thing if I do reminisce it right now, momentarily. And then that makes me question the whole, like, broader aspect of me annotating so many different parts of my life as well. If I'm not going to be able to reminisce it, what is the point of leaving a trace.
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