So basically, I was listening to what's the song? City Hell. And at the end, when I had taken some nitrous. Damn, dude. It was like I was at the climax. I mean, the climatic end. And at the end, it felt like. Like it's always, always meta with the fucking nitrous. Like, I could see my brain respond to the climactic parts of the song, which I then understood were supposed to trigger those climactic sensing neurons in my brain, in my specific brain. It just had to be like I was supposed to be the person perceiving those neurons at that time, just like I am. In this poof.
Also, another while I was speaking on. The song City Hug again, I had this fuck it attitude, which nitrous gives you, and I was like, let's just inhale it and keep it in as long as possible and bump up the volume to the max. And then an ominous feeling about how a memetic agent like the one I was currently being, if I can describe it that way, can be. And like how purposeless it all is. Like those symbols and the music, the symbols, the imagery. What I am at a particular instant is very purposeless. I saw those symbols, some symbols that I attributed to City Hell at that particular time. But in a way, this made me realize how the novelty definitely of gassed trips has gone down because. Clearly. Oh, I lost my train of thought. Yeah, the novelty has gone down because those symbols and images in my head at one point earlier, it felt like it made sense that they were supposed to be. But the last couple of trips, I felt like I make up a lot of their significance. Maybe because that's probably why we should not be doing gasid more than once or twice in your life. Then you realize that you're just making up its significance and that's the actual trick. Or maybe this time would. Maybe next time is different. You know, that's what every high cheese says. I still have one canister left. Like, I was sitting in the couch and. It fell down. Dude, recording voice is so chill. That's what I want to do. I don't wanna. I don't want to be typing, bro, it's such a has. I feel at peace because I don't. I'm not grabbing a keyboard right now because whatever I feel I can say, My saying is. Is my speaking. Like, is my thought more bottlenecked on typing or speaking? If it's not bottlenecked on it is definitely bottleneck in both cases, dude. Like, with most other things, I should just start collecting data now. Like, I just realized for Chrome history, I should just start it now. Not think about, oh, I've missed out on so much data. Same for voice transcription. Just let's. I think I should just mic everything up here and yeah, like, record what I'm saying all the time. Why not? Right? Can only. It's only more information. I know I sound little executive y when I say that, but I think it'll just be nice. Yeah. What was I saying about. Bottleneck of typing versus bottleneck of speaking? I think the actual bottleneck most of the time is conceptualizing and finding the right words, which happens, I would say, before typing or speaking does, and it should happen before typing or speaking does. I guess when we are trying to differentiate them, we are trying to think of how they differ, how they make the process of prompting thought different, Not the process of thought itself. It.
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