My basic argument is. I wanted an API interface between being able to take pictures and edit their attributes like change the attributes of their capture like ISO and. Shutter speed. And. If you played around those variables, is it the same as playing around the variables later on in post? And if they're almost equivalent, then does it really make a difference. To learn how to do it. Without the former? I mean, I guess it. I guess it does. Not really. Unless you don't want to spend the extra time in learning how to edit it that way. Rather perfecting your capability of capturing it right then as you wanted it. Right. Basically I should look into how I can plug the new camera that I'm getting with. How, how? Basically the data pathway between images stored in on M's camera, you know, I want to be able to talk to those. It. Yeah, what the fuck am I saying Anyway, just an interface, programmatic interface between just being able to take pictures and interfacing them for editing or other things. And I've become. Just become very. Incoherent right now. Inarticulate more like sa. Yeah. This is my preferred way of. Should I started thinking about whether I've missed speaking to the microphone and having that independence of not, not being touching a phone to have my thoughts. Converted into text or any kind of like memory object is better than. Just writing it? Because at some level. Yes. Wow. It's taking me so long. Home. Holy. I'm meandering so much. My thoughts are just going in loops everywhere. I was just talking about. I was just talking about. I forgot what I was talking about. Oh yeah. Written versus voice. Prose for voice are set it and forget it. So never really, Never really having to pause before writing and just experiencing. I've had this thought in the past in the same trip where I was where I was wanting to record whatever it was happened in my room so I could just recreate it. Recreate whatever I was feeling at any point of time. But what if it's pointless? Why am I making this note to myself, Man? Thought loops are insane. Yeah. I need to stop fetishizing how much I want to record things and should just be. Gotta let go of. Recording things. Huh? On one side I have this side of me saying. No, note this down. This is one. This is supposed to be one of those life altering times that you remember back to having. And don't you want them to be as detailed as you want? But the other side of me is like really? Surely. Do you want to. Yeah, man, just. I mean I just think I need lit a little easy with the journaling stuff. Remember, note for these, but. The rest. Oh, man, that was such a spider. Wow. I can't believe I spiraled all the way from, like, watching Baraka do all of this. I don't even remember where I started. I don't know if I said this already, but, like, the trip writes itself out. Don't. Think too much about documenting of. I mean, I think you should just debate it. Like, I have. I. My high brain can't handle it right now. But if you're listening in the future, please just interpret whatever I'm trying to say. Weigh how much. This message means to you. Does this mean much. Or does it not? I think I'll let you decide.
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